"I
remember a few months after the Lollapalooza tour, Pete
invited us all over to his house to watch his tour
footage. I vividly recall eating make-it-yourself
tortillas and then we sat down and watched.
The reason I recall this in such vivid
detail is that about 15 minutes in I just couldn’t bear
it any longer... I had no idea that I behaved like such
an arsehole on tour and watching the footage was like
being at an AA meeting and having loved ones show you a
video – “THAT’s what you’re like when you’re drunk”.
I did end up watching it all but on my
own at home and cringing behind my fingers trying to
blot out the horror."